SHASHIBURIIIIIIthere are a few reasons why i avoided blogging these few days..the main reason is i was being overboard during the fashion show..
I dropped from 48 kg to 39 kg.
cuz i kept working without eating or sleeping..
don’t believe me?
(obviously i will photoshop it until i look human for the actual post)
Can you see my elbow bone jutting out?
My boobs dropped cup size. wt*
You can even see my collarbone, it’s as if the skin is barely wrapping my body.
my cheeks is sunken
and i look as if i have hair loss.
and I am not even posing right! usually I will pose so that I will look thinner.. I do not even have to do that here.
How do I do tutorials when I am in such a state?
Hence I hired a producer for BlushBerry. Right now everything is scheuled, and I eat and sleep at the appropriate hour.
I was sleeping at 7 am.. waking up at 2 pm.. how crazy is that.
Now I am currently 42 kg.. still trying to put on weight.
Don’t tell me that I am lucky.
My own father told me that I am ugly right in front of my face. T_T
Anyway, to celebrate the skeleton that I am..
I am still thin, sunken cheeks and all. and guess what.
I accidentally afro-ed my hair. The hair u see up above is blowdried and straightened.
there goes my hairstyling tutorials. Read this