Tag - musings

How to be Dead


I always thought death is a sad and painful thing so when my stepmom persuaded me for the 4th time to go see my dad and I hesitated, I realized something is wrong. Death is a selfish and…

Still Strong


Wow. I went hiatus for a week. I have 28 emails of work jobs pending. 12 jobs pending. Dad’s health breaking. Relationship ended. Another chaos has begun. I wish to announce that I fixed every one of them,…

Big Fish


“Have you watched Big Fish? The story of a dying old man telling stories to his son who never believe a single word the father says.” It is no secret that my dad is suffering from cancer. What…

The Courage to Blog


Ever since I moved my blog to .info, I have been in a dilemma of sorts. I used to rant and go all emo in my personal blog which was not redirected to here. And I started the…

Its a New Year


There came a day when I was enjoying the Ikea ice cream with a close friend on the tall table amongst the bustling crowd of Christmas shoppers. We were cubing (rubik’s :)) and chatting away. I grew curious of this…

Orchid Painting


Blogger is killing me. GAHHHHHHHH!!! I have too many things to do.. but now I am forced to upgrade blushberry to a new server TODAY! Kill me.